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It's strange as I get so close to the end of my creation that I also keep having to fight doubts. Doubts, doubts and more doubts. 

Here is my defense 

1. this is my first long format story.

2. this is what I love doing.

3. I have learned so much form that I couldn't learn any other way.

4. Good, poor, great, crappy.... who cares I finished. 

5. Next project will be even better. 

But now as I enter the last pages I feel the doubt monster building. THe doubt monsters secret weapon is distractions. Everything else seems to have an exploded sense of importance or seems more fun then it is. 10 year old video games, bad moves you name it and it all seems good,

Blocking this out is key to moving ahead. 

Today I am the Turtle, Retreating into my shell and staying focused on the good stuff. Stay away distraction go bother someone else.